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Just now, I was feeling lousy. Like I’ve lost a battle.Like I’ve failed something I wanted to achieve so much.

But awhile later, I asked myself. Why am I admitting defeat, when everything was just wild guesses made by myself. I was making myself feel like I’ve lost. Nobody said I was the loser. I said I was the loser. I pointed finger and laughed at myself.

I must stop wasting time.There should be no more excuse for excuses.

Sometimes we all know, but we still ask WHY.

sigh.

protected post up next.

Randomly

I wish…

everything that I ate comes out straight away.

Like…

I only want the pleasures of eating. Filling my stomach. I LOVE it when I’m soooo hungry and theres awesome food right infront of me, ready for me to eat it. Makes me uber happy.

But once I get the taste, the smell and the satisfaction, ok thats it, they can all come right out straight away.

The last thing I need is for them to hide in my thighs,under my cheeks,or pile up and make folds of fats.

***

I wanna go for the white water rafting soooo much! papa lee says its too dangerous but i want i want i want i want i want i want i want  times 10938437454575.

OKAY time to bathe and meet up with the monster.

off days

I was feeling so calm and peaceful ( kept typing peachful lol) in the morning. Was deciding whether to go out today. But decided not to because its not everyday that I get to just nua at home.

I was sitting on my bed, planning to re-read all the magazines I can find. Got about 7 on my bed. But after about 2 and a half magazines time, my neck hurts. So I plonked straight onto bed and slept for a good 2 hours

OH how I adore off days. No work. Just slack. No high school musical or HI-5 or stupid chipmunks songs on repeat mode to drive me crazy. Just me, the tv and food ( and grandma and maid).

Only problem I had today so far is….wtf is wrong with hotmail.

Have been trying to delete my mails since yesterday. Cant even read them! Until just now I was pretty desperate I logged onto msn and asked daphne for help. THANKS DAPHY!

She literally ctrl C and ctrl V the mail to let me read.

And you know it totally reminded me of days in secondary school. When blogging is as important as reading an important email. Blogger started its screwing up once in a short while  tradition since long time ago. So when one of us couldnt post something on our blogs , we would type the entire entry in microsoft words and ask someone else log in and post it for us!

so cuttttteeeee.

I feel like having a hair cut.

 

oh and tattoo.

URGH

I KNOWWWWWWWWWW. It takes all kinds to make the world go round.

BUT what is wrong with some people SERIOUSLY MANNNNN. What the fuck is in their heads exactly.

Today I met my first stupid and unreasonable customer since I started working at EK. SHE IS THE BIGGEST BITCH.

Its been a long time since I’ve experienced the stone-in-the-throat kinda feeling.I get it whenever I get soooo angry it makes me feel like crying.

 

this song is for you, bitch!

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. MY BLOOD GO UPSTAIR!

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EDIT: oh mother lee added me on facebook. should I accept her friend request? cos strictly speaking, shes not my friend what.

together now

Now, we’ve got some back tracking to do.

Few weeks ago, four of us started our journey to the west. From pasir ris all the way to boonlay, we almost thought our butts were gone for good.

We reached jurong safra and contemplated awhile.  ’Are we realllly going to do this? ‘   ’Sure we’re not too old for this or not??’   ’I see all kids only leh.’

We went in anyways hahahaha. Its this indoor playground with the asia’s tallest slide!!! The slide incident jiehui had still can make me laugh like siao lah hahahahaha. I’m going to tell the whole world about it and spread the joy.

After playing for about 1 hour (?). Our bodies really CMI already haha. Signs of aging lah! confirm! And we were like freaking hungry. Or at least I was freaking hungry. So to the nearest shopping mall for food.

Crystal jade!

And then back to katong for some singing session hurhur.

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On national day, the girls met up again!!! yahooooooo! I love love love how we managed to meet up so often this month!

Dinner at bakerzin. And also mini celebration for the august babies ( A.K.A lao zhar bos for that night) !

Oh and Miss Goh Shi Hui made a rare and special appearance that night. Specially for us! Thank you Miss Goh for making time to come down albeit your busy schedule.

ahem.

After dinner we slacked at Starbucks. We just took up 2 tables and 7 chairs. And talked.

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LAST friday, DIM SUM with the girlys!

Had nothing the entire day before the buffet. So when we reached yum cha, we attacked the food like hungry ghosts.

The waiter pushed the trolley with all the steamed food items towards us and before he could name all he items he had with him, we asked him to put everything down on our table.

I totally love chee chong fun and the egg tarts and the double boiled soup woolala.

Not many pictures because sorry ah busy eating.

After food, I thought I really became 5 months pregnant.

OH and while walking back to the MRT station, we took photos along the way. Some ang mo actually took a picture of me while I posed. I’m going to be famous. See me in hollywood yeah.

Headed to vivo and walked around. Gossipped.Laughed.And,you know, all the other fun stuff.

AND I bought a low back dress for only $9.90 !!! ( !!!!!)

and then realised its a little too big for me.

 

After vivo, some of us headed to WS for superdog. Metabolism rate must be really high that day. And dug out secrets of each other. But I came to realise that, I dont mind having no secrets with my girlfriends.

Next person to plan the next meeting,chop chop kurry pok ah.

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LAst sunday was goooooooooooooooooooooood! I went driving around singapore with Mr lee papa in the morning. Then came home for lunch.Then went out for a swim with my parents, fat bro, aunty and her kids! It was raining initially and we swim in the rain. And I really swam laps this time. Because my muscles were aching the next day.

And after the swim I watched the kids roller blade and picked sea shells!

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OK byebye please come again.

AHHHHHHHhhhh

I’m always doing this to myself!

Dont say I’m brave. Its more of stupidity.

OKAY now what….

ahhh.

signing off ; sad_galzxxzz_89@hotmail.com

:D :D

Today, watched ORPHAN. Brilliant show. Finally a horror movie I wanted and dared to go watch after so long haha.

This week has been really fun so far. And I think its going to be really good for the rest of the week. Well, at least I hope. With activities all planned out, I’m totally loooking forward man teeheehee.

OH and shitxzxx.You know I have been eating a lot lately? Like all thanks to the Old Chang Kee $1 sales which ended yesterday. I think I had like 10 sticks of the breaded sushi when the $1 sales started. Jialat.

Yesterday I had dinner TWO times.

Tomorrow dim sum buffet. Double jialat.

Will blog about this…

and this…

soon.

August is here again and like half the girls are turning 20. Why all born in the same month man. Spread out abit lah. hahaha.

Anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI HUI today. AND DAPHNEEEEEE tomorrow!!!

OKAY byebye!

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