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Entries from February 2009

baabaablacksheep

February 28, 2009 · Leave a Comment

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you just have to keep telling yourself that things will get better.

ahhh I am desperately looking for the motivation to stop me from blogging,

spot the difference, facebook,music,youtube,TV,painting nails,…

by the way have you ever thought of this: you are never going to be as young as you are now.

ahhh age issues……

I want to be 18 forever.

teenage mutant ninja turtles hahaha

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Another old song from me, my friends!

Mary MacGregor – Torn Between Two Lovers

There are times when a woman
Has to say what’s on her mind
Even though she knows how much it’s gonna hurt

Before I say another word
Let me tell you I love you
Let me hold you close and say these words
As gently as I can

There’s been another man
That I’ve needed and I’ve loved
But that doesn’t mean I love you less
And he knows he can’t posses me
And he knows he never will
There’s just this empty place inside of me
That only he can fill

Torn between two lovers
Feelin’ like a fool
Lovin’ both of you
Is breakin’ all the rules
Torn between two lovers
Feelin’ like a fool
Loving you both is breakin’ all the rules

You mustn’t think you failed me
Just because there’s someone else
You were the first real love I’ve ever had
And all the things I ever said
I swear they still are true
For no one else can have the part of me I gave to you

Torn between two lovers
Feelin’ like a fool
Lovin’ both of you
Is breakin’ all the rules
Torn between two lovers
Feelin’ like a fool
Lovin’ you both is breakin’ all the rules

Couldn’t really blame you
If you turn and walk away
But with everything I feel inside
I’m asking you to stay

Torn between two lovers
Feelin’ like a fool
Lovin’ both of you

ok goodnight!

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February 26, 2009 · 3 Comments

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 Today, I had dinner with the people shown above.

:D

SO much laughter my jaw is in pain now.

But I guess its A LOT better than JH’s twin ulcers HAHAHAHAHA

The things we talk about never fail to make us laugh like shit.

Like how JH’s ulcer came about.And I even told them a couple of my childhood moments WHICH I thought was COMMON.well, APPARENTLY NOT!

I had so much fun tonight. considering the number of days I havent met up with my friends.

I’m a cavewoman.

Thunders are really scary.Today I heard a damn loud one.And you know how big the impact was? My brother’s toy water gun in the toilet ( which was placed at the window in the toilet) just dropped down and crashed.Not sure what exactly caused that hahaah but I’m pretty sure its Mr. thunder.

OKAY time to hit the notes.

 

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jiayi-day,random-day

February 24, 2009 · 2 Comments

Hello.

Today is a good day.

Its the perfect weather this  afternoon.

The kind you get after the rain but its still windy and the clouds are still pretty dark.

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On good days like this I feel like relaxing at one corner and not do anything at all.

Good days began the day I told W my true feelings. Its like a big load off my chest. I am brave. I believe I could do it face to face even!

and now on my table sits a cup that says ‘I’m loved and I love you’ (A cup me and sister got for mother lee for mother’s day years ago.) , stats notes , pens all over, used tissue paper,post it.

93.3 plays quietly on its on in the background.

Brother is playing with the electone outside and this is the only thing that is disturbing me now.

Its been so long since I met up with my friends. I’ve been stuck at home studying. Once in a while I get out of the room and watch tv.Once in a while I appear online( busy)  and chat with my friends.

Now I’m taking a short break( as you can see) from all the information.

But actually, studying stats is like taking a break. Wait till I get to more econs or PBF or LBO.

My hair is not growing at all.

Lee chin choo is like a genuis. Any way to get her to sit for my econs papers?

Why are flaws always screaming for attention? Just painted my nails with my nth bottle of red nail polish( ahahaha I can nv get enough) and I dont know where in the world this white liquid paper like line got onto my red index fingernail. Now the whole picture is ruined. A small tiny thing may be insignificant on its own. but look what damage it could do.

Friends are graduating from poly.Some are still continuing their studies. While some are really entering the real.work.force! I still cant believe it. Are we growing up THAT quickly? Death is coming isnt it? HAHA

ok .till you see me and I see you again,…

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a rather feminist quote

February 20, 2009 · 8 Comments

“Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she’ll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she’ll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she’ll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.

So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.”

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February 19, 2009 · 3 Comments

“when you have youth, you have no money. when you have money, you don’t have time. when you have the time, you no longer have youth.”

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dumdee

February 17, 2009 · Leave a Comment

I am sleepy

But I have an exam to study for. Econs is sometimes beyond comprehension seriously. GAH!

sucks to be me now.

exams are hell!!

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pleasant surprise

February 16, 2009 · 2 Comments

Yesterday was really fun and meaningful!
We planned this about like a month ago or something.and it was a success man! everything went well and we all had heaps of fun!!!!!!!
I totally love my monsters! no matter where we go or what we did, we’ll never fail to make each other laugh till our stomach/ jaws cramp.
OKAY so it was yuping’s birthday celebration yesterday! She has been asking us about it the entire week before.
OKAY so the day started with meeting up with ky and rachie to do some last minute shopping for the 20 birthday presents we planned to give her.
Some things were for free of course! Its just small things that reminded us of the birthday girl. We took pepper and salt (wanted to ask for mayonnise but scared paiseh la hehehehe) from Mac’s. We even faked a Ben yeo autograph ( which yp totally believed! HAH) . And of course some others which cannot be revealed ah hahaha.
ok then off we went to her house to give her a surprise!!
 
Then came one of the hardest part of our plan…to get the bday girl blindfolded!
‘omg so ugly!!! everybody looking at me!! so ugly the blue colour!!!!’
Took a cab and off we went to ECP!
We had a hard time trying to make her walk in BIGGER steps.hahahhaha damn funny!! I was laughing alllll the way while poor ky and rachy were helping her and making her feel safe and secure HAHA.
AND omgggg people in singapore are really very kpo ah. People kept looking and when people cycle past us, they had to ring the bell and I think they did it on purpose!!! but it was all damn funny!
Gross MIC men in undies OMG so suay your eyes will rot if u click to enlarge+zoom.
Looking for a stick to write words on the sand!
haha my hair.
Thenw e TOTALLY cant stand the heat anymore.desperate for air con and a bath! So walked a thousand miles to parkway. and had dinner while slowly giving yp her birthday presents! yeahhh all 20 of them!
OMG its been so long since we had so much fun for the whole day man! Normally it would be just meeting up for dinner/shopping. Its been so long since a birthday celebration! ( after mine!)
Hope you enjoyed yourself limyuping!!! I’m sure u did because we all did too!

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valentines

February 15, 2009 · Leave a Comment

v-day this year was a simple one.
Met up with W for a movie. The curious case of benjamin button. awesome show man. But how terribly tragic.
After the movie, we walked over to esplanade and had dinner.
Its as if all the couples in singapore are out to play today. packed with peeeeople!
W had free tickets for the bumboat ride at singapore river. but nah we gave it a miss.
walked and talked.ended up at lau pat sat for drinks.
erm yeah i had fun.& thank u !

Captain Mike: You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

Mrs. Maple: Benjamin, we’re meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?

Daisy: Would you still love me if I were old and saggy?
Benjamin Button: Would you still love ME if I were young and had acne? When I’m afraid of what’s under the bed? Or if I end up wetting the bed?

 

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25!

February 11, 2009 · 8 Comments

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

 1) I have been having short/ medium hair for almost my whole life. Everytime after I cut my hair I would tell my friends that I am never going to cut it anymore.

2) I hate my eyes.

3) My father just came in and secretly opened his can of beer right beside my ear and made me jump. then he went ‘ oh sorry sorry sorry ‘

 4) When I was in primary school, me and my best friend in that particular year ( forgot who) went to the fitness corner during recess and flipped up a girl’s dress/pinafore and saw her minnie mouse panty. Then we burst into laughter while that poor girl just tsk-ed at us.

5) very long ago, me and sister decided to head downstairs to the market to get some snacks. We took the lift down and when the door opened, two malay boys took off their pants( a distance away from us la) and showed us their birdy while laughing.

6) I love long bus rides alone ( sitting down and air con!) accompanied by good music.

7)  I am an 19 year old. physically=16-18 year old.inside= an old lady.

8 ) (STILL AT NUMBER 8??!! omgahhhhddd.)

 9) current favourite songs are Times of your life and Rose garden.

10)  Me, adeline and santono joined the previous SIM-ODAC’s rock climbing competition just because we felt that we could own everyone else there. ( but of course we felt like chicken-ing out a couple of times hahaha)

11) In secondary school during the choir days, my friends would always come over to my house to do things like invitation cards and stuff like that. I could tell that my mum was rather pissed with the mess my friends and I left behind when they went home HAHA.

12) When I was in rock climbing, I totally hated my big arms.still hate them now.

13) I cannot sweat now. Went to see some skin doctor last week and Doc. says the dots on my skin are pores infection or fungus!

14) ( This is taking forever! its seriously more troublesome that I thought.)

15) I remember during rock climbing orientation ( the first 3 months one), we were split into groups to do some treasure hunting. When my group was setting off towards the canteen to look for cans or something, I turned behind and saw santono ( thinking that he was in my group) and told him something I forgot and then he said something like ‘ I’m not in your group’  hahaha DAO!

16) When I was in nursery, I remember sitting on yongwei’s back and pretended to be riding on a horse ( he let me!) and the teacher told me to get off !

17) ( I reckon I’m just going to talk about the past because I’m so engrossed now!)

18)In pri 6, my friends and I would get a packet of ‘ xiao ji’ ( like popcorn chicken) or a packet of fries with their chilli and smuggle them to class. We would pop a chicken into our mouth when the teacher is not looking and the hot piece of chicken stays in our poor mouth until the teacher turns her back on us again.ouch

19)  Pri6 again. Me and my that group of friends would hang out at this playground ( we call 230). I would get a piece of roti prata from the school’s canteen before that. The prata would be in a plastic bag and I would put curry together with sugar in it and mix till the entire prata is covered in that sweet curry.It looks totally gross but its yummy I swear!

20) Sometimes I feel that attending university and getting a degree is a waste of money.

21)  I want to get a new camera. badly.

22)  Sometimes I would smile at something random I am thinking of at that point of time. My friends would ask me what am I smiling at and then I’ll just tell them something/anything.but yea sometimes I would tell them the truth haha.

23) My brother is playing with this laser pointer and its irritating the hell out of me.

24)  The first ever recess in pasir ris crest sec. I had the canteen’s wanton mee soup. tasted like crap.I ordered it because my friend ordered it.

25)  Whenever I go to the bathroom I would sing. anything song thats in my head at that point. Sometimes I get too engrossed my volume gets a little higher. At times I like to pretend I’m having my own concert with millions of fans shouting for my name. Banners with my big name on it.crazy fans just wanting to touch my hand…………..

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February 8, 2009 · 1 Comment

i feel like shit.

i feel used.and stupid.

and please stop asking me stupid questions.

sorry for my attitude.but i cant help it. sometimes u just get on my nervessssssxxzxss

i hate everybodyyy

 

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ok the tantrum hour is over.time to reply

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