Its almost december.

Goodbye November.

And the weekends almost over.

My notes are still left pretty untouched.

Can I buy time?

OH SIGH! but I guess thats the way life is.

where?

I cant wait for christmas and the new year!

and a private party in a hotel room sounds GREATT!:D heeheehee  

And of course chinese new year! ang bao ang bao ang bao!

These few days have been boring!

and where did my self discipline go to?

Yes, I’m pretty sure I have self discipline to begin with. so shut up.

whatever.need to find it back.No matter what!!!!

Thinking whether I should spend money on my hair. urgh.

Its taking its own sweet time to grow la!

some pictures.

not in the mood for anything now.

every little thing pisses me off badly.

sorry if you’re a victim.but i dont really care what you think of me now.

just f off okay?

Some pictures from the ophir trek!
My two little cousins are here today and the two of them, together with my brother, are making so much noise. I’m going crazy. seriously. One minute they are happily playing with one another, the next they are shouting at each other.urgh sian.
Wanted to leave the house but I’m stuck at home on a rainy wednesday.This is double sian.
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But the rain smells so nice.I’m not closing my room’s window so that I can smell it.
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LBO test today. which i skipped.hahaha I’ve actually studied for it. And I’ve completed my assignment which I’m supposed to hand up today too. I dont know lah…..
okay now feed your eyes….

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read angie’s blog and clicked on the link in one of her post about a girl(?) who apparently tried to end her life many times. Wonder what sort of pain she is undergoing to do all that cutting and bleeding to herself. Maybe I’ll never ever understand. There are so many things we will never ever know.So dont tire yourself by trying to find out.

I love your eyes

Today headed all the way to west coast for a free general eye check up and contact lens fit! All thanks to Deirdre Lan . woohoo!! But I didnt get to get the free contact lens cos it didnt fit and all that! But its alright la. Since I’m quite a scardy cat. Will never ever stick my finger into my eyes unless I really need to hah. Deirdre’s lecturer is reallly cute!! He got so close to me I felt really shy but at the same time got the urge to kiss him or somethign la. HAHAHAHHAHA ok joking.but he is really cute!

Rachy lim really CMI. Cant get the lens into her teeny weeeeny eyes. So she’ll be going back there again with yp hahahaha!

After that me yp and rachy went to this new shopping centre opposite and ate at BBQ chicken! Not tooo bad la. We were too hungry to complain about anything at all.

Then after food, me and yp went to expo for the john little sales!!! And yp the aunty got us both a bowl of free mee sua each! WOOHOO! Sometimes, I love the aunty-ness in her!

 

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Maybe I’ll post pictures from ophir? Veh lazy lehhhh.see how la.

school tomorrow.oh man.goodnight!

back ALIVE

but i could barely walk properly.

Still went to school today though! Its econs mah.

tsk.

I officially hate stairs!

Whoever invented lifts and escalators, a big thank you to you and i owe you big time man!

On my way home from school today was terrrrrible leh. It was one painful step at a time. I was walking down the stairs from pasir ris MRT platform ( frigging escalator was at the other end!!)  at the speed of a snail and someone tsk-ed at me! I dont look like I’ve just conquered mount Ophir meh? bitch!

Anyways the trek was….REAAAAAALLY an experience!

The whole thing was drama-mama to the max.

Looooooooooooooong story!

We’ve been taught the importance of keywords/key points in school.

so to cut the loooong story short,…

Smoke on bus.Bus broke down in the middle of highway. slept on the highway. pee-ed on the highway ( me lah hahahha! scared got snake bite my backside sia!) . waited for 2347 years for another bus to drive us to the camp site. Didnt manage to get enough sleep. Trek. Trek.Trek.Trek.complained about wanting to die/jump down. Just want to go home.Trek. Realised that we wont have enough time to reach back the camp site by nightfall.So trekked in the dark.People cried. Would die/kill for a can of cold coke/100Plus. Bathed in a guy’s toilet.Slept in a hut with the gross-est mattress and pillows hahahhhha…..

 

The last day was the best because we’ve completed the climb and had seafoooooood before heading back home. And cabbed home although its still quite early cos we have two pasir ris and two tampines so happehh! Now let me repeat.I’ve conquered mt ophir and came home with muscle aches everywhere and got myself a new found best friend. Her name is Yoko , surname is Yoko. full name is Yoko Yoko.

dont care if you understood what i’ve just typed cos im fricking tired now byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2.04 AM

and I cant sleep.

gossip girl.

Finally finished the first season.

Cant get my eyes off Chuck Bass.

I’m still young.

I love bad boys.

Nights like this suck quite a bit. Theres no one to talk to.

Its too scary to go out to the living rm to watch tv alone.

Nights like this make me think of really random stuff. And trust me, most of the time you get into things you dont want to remind yourself of.hah.

okay ky just PM me! yay

/edit/
and she just sent me some pictures!

motto: to pack light!

I’m packing light for the Mt ophir trek tomorrow!

yesyes I’m heading to malaysia once more for another trek tomorrow night!

yipee. I’m going to apply heaps of sunblock and insect repellent on me… exactly like how I like to spread nutella on my bread, thick layer of nutella covering the entire area of the bread.

Anyways the motto for me is to pack light! Just a bag pack and nothing more!

Assumption : The rest of your group members are bringing all the things that are on the packing list.

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you all just have to wait paitiently for photos to be uploaded.

yes I am sick of reading my own blog as well with only words, words and more words.

many pretty pictures of me in ky’s camera! hahahahaha she is beginning to take over the cameraman ( or woman, for that matter!!) AKA jiayi’s job!

You all just be patient.good things have to wait what!

HAHA

today we went to tampines’ pasar malam and played the bumper car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgod rachel lim was fkn funny ( as usual!) ! But not in a she-tries-to-be-funny  way! funniest part was that she didnt even tried a single bit to be funny! HAHAHHAHAHAA wtf am i talking about?nvm.

And we all cant wait for christmas! RIGHT GIRLS??

and where is my bird-day present?!!

I WILL NOT FORGET ONE DONT WORRY! WILL HAUNT YOU ALL IN YOUR DREAMS!SO HAND OVER THE RPESENT NOW NOW NOW! I’ AM SURPRISED ENOUGH ALREADY!

-breathes in…and out…-

its ok girls. My bird-day celebration is not over.

tata!

till the msdonut comes home,

love,

kisses,

jiayi.

WHINER!

I think i just swore enough infront of my computer to unredeem myself from not swearing the past few days.

cant help it.

BUT today was pretty awesome! did my LBO assignment today! Almost completed it. But due to the fact that one part of one question requires about 2 hours or so for me…so i didnt manage to finish it today.

baby steps! I’ll soon be a pro. you just wait and see.

urgh!  POT,KETTLE,BLACK!

I LOVE TREATS!

From today till the end of this month, I shall rely on treats from people hahahhhahahaha.

survival instinct man.

HAHAHHAA SHUT UP.

I just wanna THANK KAI YING for the big treat today at bedok 85 ! 

I totally enjoyed today la.

because rachel lim bo seng is finally FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and today is just the first day of us spending more time together having fun , OFFICIALLY! hahahhaha dont have to be so scared of her brother anymore :C

love my girlfriends! BUT WHERE IS MY BIRD-DAY PRESENT??!?!?!!?! OEI YOU ALL DAMN BASKET!

ok got to go sleep school tomorow at 8.30am.

 

and you shall see me online everyday from today onwards!    – Rachel lim