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Entries from September 2007

not my day

September 27, 2007 · Leave a Comment

today’s weather was the suckiest in the morning.
it rained cats , dogs , monkeys and gorillas.
and the wind was sooo strong, something TERRIBLE happened to jiayi.

i was happily (and feeling a little grouchy cos i still want to sleep more) walking, on my way to the bus stop in the morning when i started to rain super heavily.
so when i was walking towards this coffeeshop, the wind blew soo hard and my skirt just flew up!
WORSE THING was..this group of lao ah peks was sitting infront of me at the coffeeshop and i think they saw!
grrrr so embarrassing!
i was laughing at yuping when i read her blog entry yesterday.
her skirt also flew up when she was walking home ytd.
but mine was 199989485 times worse.

karma

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in and out of the hospital these few days.
mum drove me there today and she managed to make me feel a little scared about driving next time.
wabiang i wonder how she got her licence.

Categories: Uncategorized

September 25, 2007 · Leave a Comment

i have been thinking of the beautiful things in life lately.
these thoughts help remind myself of many many things.
im such a scardy cat!
.
i used to think that those who actually committed suicide are selfish and cowards who just want to run away from problems and all.
.
used to.
now i think they are damn brave.
.
why cant i be like somepeople?!
hate it.
.
i thought im gonna be okay and be even more motivated and all that shit.
goodbye prelims.hello monster.
how come i feel like quitting school again.

its just so funny.
i get home and all the stress and worries start getting into my head.
but when im in school, im alot less depressed.
have been blogging in my new home for a long while now and it felt quite good.

EDIT:
read a junior’s blog and she talked about wanting to quit school now or something.
a part of me actually want to really encourage her to stay on since shes already going on j2!
but the other part of me felt that its always such comments/encouragements from friends/family that cause other problems later on.
especially if you’re not the type for this route.
when i was in j1 i thought of quitting this JC thing 10000 times and get into some poly course or something.
but i dragged and dragged and dragged until,
now
anws hope shes doing fine now!

phoebe, believe in yourself yeah! you’re a really smart girl!!

Categories: Uncategorized

September 25, 2007 · Leave a Comment

i have been thinking of the beautiful things in life lately.
these thoughts help remind myself of many many things.
im such a scardy cat!
.
i used to think that those who actually committed suicide are selfish and cowards who just want to run away from problems and all.
.
used to.
now i think they are damn brave.
.
why cant i be like somepeople?!
hate it.
.
i thought im gonna be okay and be even more motivated and all that shit.
goodbye prelims.hello monster.
how come i feel like quitting school again.

its just so funny.
i get home and all the stress and worries start getting into my head.
but when im in school, im alot less depressed.
have been blogging in my new home for a long while now and it felt quite good.

EDIT:
read a junior’s blog and she talked about wanting to quit school now or something.
a part of me actually want to really encourage her to stay on since shes already going on j2!
but the other part of me felt that its always such comments/encouragements from friends/family that cause other problems later on.
especially if you’re not the type for this route.
when i was in j1 i thought of quitting this JC thing 10000 times and get into some poly course or something.
but i dragged and dragged and dragged until,
now
anws hope shes doing fine now!

phoebe, believe in yourself yeah! you’re a really smart girl!!

Categories: Uncategorized

September 25, 2007 · 1 Comment

i have been thinking of the beautiful things in life lately.
these thoughts help remind myself of many many things.
im such a scardy cat!
.
i used to think that those who actually committed suicide are selfish and cowards who just want to run away from problems and all.
.
used to.
now i think they are damn brave.
.
why cant i be like somepeople?!
hate it.
.
i thought im gonna be okay and be even more motivated and all that shit.
goodbye prelims.hello monster.
how come i feel like quitting school again.

its just so funny.
i get home and all the stress and worries start getting into my head.
but when im in school, im alot less depressed.
have been blogging in my new home for a long while now and it felt quite good.

EDIT:
read a junior’s blog and she talked about wanting to quit school now or something.
a part of me actually want to really encourage her to stay on since shes already going on j2!
but the other part of me felt that its always such comments/encouragements from friends/family that cause other problems later on.
especially if you’re not the type for this route.
when i was in j1 i thought of quitting this JC thing 10000 times and get into some poly course or something.
but i dragged and dragged and dragged until,
now
anws hope shes doing fine now!

phoebe, believe in yourself yeah! you’re a really smart girl!!

Categories: Uncategorized

rough patch

September 21, 2007 · 2 Comments

dear friend, stay positive and hopeful! we ll pull through!

found this !

haha so cute

went over to phy’s house today with rachy.
phy made SCONES! damn yummy!
rachel and i helped
but i did more sitting around, slacking, sleeping ,drinking milk,stone and eat.

Categories: Uncategorized

why

September 20, 2007 · Leave a Comment

my friends are all starting to make me cry.
so grateful to have them here with me.
sometimes i feel like i dont deserve to have such friends at all!
eg: i forgot one of their birthday a few days back i deserve to die!
thanks for being such good friends.
even simple smses made me feel so much better cos i know you guys will always be there for me.
i dont have to worry cos i know you guys got my back!
and remember i got yours too.

this road,

Categories: is so rough

my wish

September 20, 2007 · Leave a Comment

many thanks to friends!

im so much better now.
im sure things will get better soon too.
shopping is really therapeutic.
.
today marks the end of prelims!
im so happy cos theres finally time for a short break.
but shucks the big (and fat and sucky) A is drawing near and im damn scared!
anws today after phy paper 1 ( which was freaking hard) , yuping and i decided to go out for a little( not so little lah actually) shopping spree!
headed to white sands for breakfast at yakun first.
had my favourite butter with sugar toast!
& theres this annoying lao ah pek.. he is sooo annoying cos he took our seats! we put our bags there but he super not shy and went to sit there!
hmmpphh
.
but the two of us were quite chicken and didnt dare talk/scold him so we quietly carried our bags and sat somewhere.
wabiang so angry! in the end we sat somewhere sooo squeezy i kept elbow-ing & touching this guy’s back.
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so after breakfast we headed to wisma!
and then to heeren.
and then to far east.
and then to cityplaza where they do wholesale and whatnots.
so fun so fun!
.
omg poeple at cityplaza are quite scary leh.
me and yupping went into this shop and the guy working there seems to NOT know anything about his clothes so we waited and waited and waited for him to find the colours/size/design we asked for although we dont intend to buy anything there! haha
but in the end i felt quite paiseh so when he asked be to try on this jumper, i try loh.
BUT!!!!!!!!!
smth horri-gi-ble happened!
first, i was lazy ( as usual) to take off my clothes and everything so i decided to just put it on.
THEN, i was lazy again, to unbutton some buttons on the jumper.
so yuping HELPED me ( hehe) to ngeh ngeh put on the jumper.
THEN!! piak
a BIG button came off!
.
i stared at yuping for a few seconds feeling scared and trying not to laugh at the same time!
that blur guy working there was busy looking for something so i kicked the button away!
hahaha so scary !
but in the end the clever me managed to get us out of the shop safe and sound!
:D
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oh and not forgetting another incident there whereby this china woman wanted to chiong into yuping’s changing room!
siao one.
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(oh my! didnt intend to post sucha long entry! but since theres no school tmr.. )
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all in all,had fun with the noisy yuping but that woman is just so funny i cant stand her!
we became broke and got really worried cos yuping might not have enought $$ to take bus home! haha
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aggghhhh i feel like shooting myself in the foot for wanting to shop! :(
BUT hehehe im quite a happy girl.
thats what savings are for. right?
PICTURES!
saw this at wisma and i went ” yuping! look its the ma… maa..ma-something!”
/macaroons la!/
then we stared at them for the longest time admiring the pretty colours and wondering if its really nice!
so think the person working there took pity on us and decided to give us a complimentary blueberry macaroon!
apparently the both of us didnt really ike the taste.maybe its the blueberry!
but the person stared at us and asked if its nice.
then we were the fakest fakers around and went ” yah nice!”
so we had to buy one more macaroon to prove our ” yah nice!”
:(
in the end both the macaroons became prata and both of us refuse to eat them so we threw it away.
ok goodnight to all!
/and i almost got scolded for taking this pic in a shop. i forgot theres flash!/
LOVE; jiayi

Categories: long post

one more to go babeh

September 19, 2007 · Leave a Comment

but
hello. decided to delete the previous post for some reasons.
ha

&soo
we re left with physics paper one tomorrow!
but still, we cant be free.theres still the As and its getting nearer grrrruuaagghhh :/

im trying my very best in my studies.
and at the same time, im trying my very best to save as much moolah as i can.
its so hard! :(
but if i dont save up now..i wont be able to enjoy life later.
everything also need money one hokays!
but im still far (very very far) away from my target!
need more vitamin M!

guess i have to eat roti for the rest of the year.

limyuping gave me a website selling clothes and accessories!
its really vintage-y and i totally diggggg everything there!
love old school vintage.
oh and leather bags! drawstring ones even better!
ok my eyes are satisfied already.

off to study for physics!
wish me luck!
TIKAM QUEEN IS IN ACTION AGAIN

Categories: its a long journey

randomly random

September 14, 2007 · Leave a Comment

hellllllllllo

im all ready and prepared to study hard tomorrow!
ROAR!
jiayi power.

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ATTENTION TO ALL
anyone take pity on me, please donate generously to
SAVEJIAYIBECAUSESHEISVERYPOOR fund!
leave a comment/email me for details.
haha :-/
bye!

Categories: Uncategorized

phobias

September 12, 2007 · 3 Comments

phobias!
i slept from 5 to 7 plus just now.
and now i cant get to sleep!
so i googled on phobias.
and found that i have :-

1. Coulrophobia

-its an abnormal or exaggerated fear of clowns. It is not uncommon among children, but is also sometimes found in teenagers and adults as well. Sufferers sometimes acquire a fear of clowns after having a bad experience with one personally, or seeing a sinister portrayal of one in the media.Not all sufferers of the phobia experience the same degree of fear.

2. Zoophobia

-may have one of two closely related meanings: a generic term for specific phobias to particular animals, or an irrational fear or even simply dislike of any non-human animals.

brrrrr i really dont like/ am scared of clowns and any animals(actually insects too) on earth.
but other than that, i think im quite a brave girl la haha

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